Hidden Figures

How could I have known that every time I took you back, accepted your shit, that I would devalue myself?

I never wanted to lose

I thought I was winning…

I had you.

So.

I.

Thought.

I ask that you RESPECT ME.

Who knew I gave that away over 15 years ago?

How did I not know that?

How can you value me when I lowered the bar?

Was there a bar?

Or was that a moving target?

For once I chose to lose

Lose you.

Lose me.

Lose us.

My devalued ass couldn’t put up a fight anymore

I had no value

So I valued myself…

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